'You are in me': Chiranjeevi Sarja's wife Meghana Raj pens note for him

'There is a sinking feeling in my heart when I can't touch you every minute'

sarja via Twitter

Kannada actor Chiranjeevi Sarja's sudden demise on June 7 came as a major shock for Sandalwood and the actor's fans. Over 10 days after his demise, his wife, Meghana Raj, took to social media to pen a heartfelt note for him.

In the note addressed to Chiranjeevi (Chiru), Meghana, who is pregnant with their first child, wrote that every time she feels weak, she feels his presence around her. “There is a sinking feeling in my heart when I can't touch you every minute of everyday. Like a thousand deaths, slow and painful,” she wrote. She shared a lovely picture of the couple along with the post.

Speaking about their unborn baby, Meghana wrote: "You love me so much that you just couldn't leave me behind alone, could you? Our little one is your precious gift to me - a symbol of our love - and I am eternally grateful to you for this SWEET MIRACLE (sic).”

Meghana and Chiranjeevi tied the knot in May 2018 after dating for a few years. Chiranjeevi Sarja had made his movie debut with Vayuputra in 2009. Some of his movies include Ram-Leela, Amma I Love You, and Chandralekha. He is also the nephew of south Indian actor Arjun Sarja.

Meghana's full post:

CHIRU, I have tried & tried again but I am unable to put in words what I want to tell you. All the words in the world cannot describe what you mean to me. My friend, my lover, my partner, my child, my confidante, my HUSBAND- you are much more than all of this. You are a piece of my soul Chiru.

An unfathomable pain shoots through my soul everytime I see the door and you don't walk in shouting "I am home". There is a sinking feeling in my heart when I can't touch you every minute of everyday. Like a thousand deaths, slow and painful. But then, like a magic spell I feel you around me. Every time I feel weak, you are around me like a GUARDIAN ANGEL.

You love me so much that you just couldn't leave me behind alone, could you? Our little one is your precious gift to me-a symbol of OUR LOVE- and I am eternally grateful to you for this SWEET MIRACLE. I can't wait to bring you back to earth, as our CHILD. I can't wait to hold you again. Can't wait to see your smile again. Can't wait to hear that infectious laughter of yours that lights up the entire room. I will wait for you and you wait for me on the other side.

You will live as long as I breathe. You are in me. I LOVE YOU.